Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Totally annoyed

Today, I wanted to come to work on time and took a different route and got screwed...construction every road I took.
The days I get to work early or on time, no work is assigned to me...when I come in late there are messages left for me. I try to work on this application that is totally new for me and the steps to execute the test script is total crap..
Later I chat with my friend who has issues with her relationship with her friends....this has been going on for weeks now...So in the conversation she ticked me off and on top it I am having issues with this application.


I am totally irritated !!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

In my mind

Okay, here is a reason why I thought of blogging. Sometimes you just want to pour your thoughts and be done with it. So when I have these up days and down days I can just come here download everything.


For a longtime I have been wanting to tell the world that the struggle my son and I have been going through.
Whether to reveal to the world that he is an individual with special needs, if I do that will my friends and his label him forever ?

Recently I visited my family, one of his aunt was talking to me thinking that she was consoling me. She said that there are kids who are mentally retarded and not able to even button up their pants, blah blah...comparing a child who has lot more shortcomings than my child. She says I need to accept him the way he is, while she and her husband are working real hard to raise their well rounded smart child  to score big !!
Hypocrisy...big time !!
She goes and tells my husband that I am not facing reality and am blindfold. The guy sits and listens to whatever she had to say !! Since the family knows his needs they have already labeled him. It really saddens me.

I wish there was a crystal ball that would tell me how his future is going to be.

I as a child was pretty much like him and did give my mother sleepless nights for years. But today I have a decent job and am raising a family, so I guess he will just fine too.